Broken Soul

As I lay here in the dark,
you are there in my heart.

For there I see you in the light,
And for awhile all is right.

For I see the love we once had,
All Is gone and now I am sad.

I see no room in your heart,
as I lay here in the dark.

I look to the stars above,
and all I see is the love.
I lay here all alone,
as I write this little poem.

I look back on all our times
and recall all the tears.
I know just right where I stand,
Right there in your hand.

As the night slowly goes by,
all I can do is silently cry.

I see the light of the day,
and life goes on as it may.

I hold the pain all inside,
Wishing I had only died
As I go though this dreary day,
I can only think of what I forgot to say. 

Perfect Moment

The first time you said "I love you",
My heart started beating like a drum,
My ears started ringing,
I can't believe what I've just heard,
What I've just witnessed,
Our love is finally showing,
This is one of those moments,
where you completely took my breath away,
But I managed to say,
"I love you too" there is such thing
As a perfect moment
When all the stars shine
And all the birds sing.

The air is still
And the road is smooth
The red light is over
You stand atop the hill.

You see all you can see
through a guiding light
You sit and listen
To be all you can be.

We all want to be content
And as you walk towards me
I experience
The perfect moment.

Silent Wish

It was in my dream
When I first saw you.
Dreams were many,
But that was new.

Your smile seemed familiar to me
But it was hard to remember
And the eyes were so deep
That I could stare forever.

You came towards me
With a silent smile
Kissed my eyes
And hugged me for a while

The moment was so magical
Which I can't even express
But my heart beats revealed
That you were my prince.

My eyes were closed,
Still I could feel your touch
Heart beats collapsed
But it didn't bother much.

I will wait till the end
Not for stars
Which have not fallen
Neither for the sun
Which didn't rise yet
But for the promise
Which You have made.

So its time for me to keep silent
Because I must face the responsibilities somehow.
But I will meet you finally
As I carry a strong belief in my mind
And then u will wipe those tears
Which you left behind.

God may not change his rules
To turn my dream into real
But I would not worry
Because my belief was eternal.

One day I will be tired
After fulfilling all my duties,
But I will be happy enough
As I would be done with my responsibilities.

So I would close my eyes again
With no worries and fear for pain
As It would be time
To be with you forever
Because this time
I would not open my eyes ever.

Dreams..

We’re surrounded by candles.
The only noise we can hear is the wind and that sounds like Angels singing to us.
Then you gracefully and slowly lean towards me.
I lean towards you and our lips locked....
your kiss whispers a thousand words.
You slowly and romantically run your hands over my body.
Surprisingly I am not nervous, I am actually very calm.
Not a thought in my mind....nothing but you, as we slowly fall to the bed.
I wish this night would never end, just you holding me closely.
I close my eyes, all I see is you and me in the future.
Still holding each other, not wanting to ever let go, not willing to.
Then all of a sudden I opened my eyes and you are no longer holding me.
You are no longer with me, i am alone in my room.
Alone in my bed, it all was a dream? But how?
It was so real ! I felt you right next to me.
I close my eyes quickly hoping when I opened them you’ll be there.
As I open them it’s just me alone in my bed.
Why do dreams have to be so perfect? So real?
Why do dreams have to be so painful when you come back to reality?
There is nothing to do now but fall back to sleep and have a more realistic dream?